I am realizing the lack of food my mom and aunt eat really contributing to my ED. My aunt used to say shit like “it’s good to have meat on your body … because if you’re sick you can lose weight.”
So, thanks for calling me fat.
Also, for being told I was addicted to the refrigerator by my step-dad. Cool, too!
FUCKED UP. DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR CHILD’S BODY. Unless you’re saying “you’re beautiful in that dress” or whatever.
Of all the self destructive behaviors I have gotten rid of and/or working on getting rid of … I miss weed and my eating disorder the most.
I haven’t smoked weed for 6+ years. That is the drug I was addicted to, more than alcohol. Annoying that I miss it.
I miss my ED because it made me feel more in control, now without it … or least dismantling it, sometimes things suck.